This month was bittersweet for me. I’m nearing the end of Round 2 and I really wanted a full month of clips. But that didn’t happen.
Yes, a few missing days won’t matter when the entire year is smooshed.
Yes, I didn’t beat myself up over missing them.
Yes, this month has a lot of tv shots (that’s my height of laziness and forgetfulness).
But the month also had a vacation in it.
It had the first real thaw of the season.
The month had friends in it.
In the end, the month always feels like it has more good days than missing/lazy/forgetful days.
I’ve already said, “This is my last One Second project for a while.” When the words slip out, I mean them. I feel the conviction roll between the spaces and the vowels.
I’m done smooshing.
But every time I watch a month and see our days, I can hear a tiny whisper add a few more words to my conviction.
“…for a while. I’m done smooshing for a little while.”